And I know that the lift can be painfully slow
So I think I’ll leave by the window
Yeeah I’m pretty sure that would be painful and quite ineffective. You’re just gonna have to tell your heart to get its shit together and stick to pumping blood.
Either way it wouldn’t have its shit together. it’s stupid and shitty. It’s a disservice towards myself to let it pump.
bellachrista replied to your post “I’ve no idea why I still allow myself to be shocked whenever girls…”
Aaw.. It’s probably that big heart of yours that keeps screwing you over.
I guess making an incision and ripping it out is out of the question.
But in retrospect, what is there to possibly love about a damaged, pessimistic, desolate, yet an easily attached & vulnerable person anyway?
Nothing after all, perhaps.
I’ve no idea why I still allow myself to be shocked whenever girls just leave, whether they’ve explained as to why or not, even though the latter is most common. Still I fool myself into thinking no that won’t happen this time; only to be left disappointed and wallowing. Again. And again. And again.
People have learned to keep me away from places with those digital jukeboxes.
So now I can’t torture people with Swans anymore. Damn.
Is it feasible for a kiss to cause a head rush or am I crazy?
What the fuck am I doing.